Quote/Lyric of the Moment
(the odds are pretty good that this particular quote/lyric is revealing the fancy i am in)
"please just dont play with me, my paper heart will bleed."-All American Rejects
Highlight of my day: i got to sleep in.
i took a vacation today. stayed home. did absolutley nothing. i didnt like what happened on saved by the bell. its the one i have seen a million times. zach and kelly break up. gets me every time. :( oh well. here is a thinger i filled out. i wont say enjoy, bc its really long so u wont.
- M E -
.x. [my name is]: Megan
.x. [in the morning i am]: sleeping
.x. [all i need is]: my lovey dovey dovey baby, to coochie coo with me.
.x. [love is]: tummy tickeling
.x. [im afraid of]: dying
.x. [i dream about]: random people doing very random things.
- Y E S . O R . N O -
.x. [you keep a diary]: no, just that online thing
.x. [you like to cook]: if i get to eat it too.
.x. [you have a secret you have not shared with anyone]: prolly someone in the back of my head.
.x. [you fold your underwear]: no
.x. [you talk in your sleep]: when i'm given too much meds.
.x. [you set your watch a few minutes ahead]: dont wear a watch
.x. [you believe in love]: yes
- T H E . L A S T -
.x. [movie you rented]: Bruce Almighty
.x. [movie you bought]: Seabiscuit(sp) for hannibal
.x. [song you listened to]: Tango Shoes -Bif Naked
.x. [song that was stuck in your head]: well its outta there so i dont remember now.
.x. [song you've downloaded]: dont download anymore
.x. [cd you bought]: All American Rejects (i didnt buy it but i was there when it was bought. and now i'm burning it so its like i bought it.)
.x. [cd you listened to]: All American Rejects
.x. [person you've called]: Dad
.x. [person that's called you]: Ben
.x. [TV show you've watched]: That 70's show. (70's or 80's i forget)
.x. [person you were thinking of]: benny boy
- D O -
.x. [you wish you could live somewhere else]: ocasionally
.x. [you think about suicide]: nah
.x. [others find you attractive]: yes
.x. [you want more piercings]: yes
.x. [you want more tattoos]: nope just want one. (on my back above my holes)
.x. [you drink]: i'm no alcoholic
.x. [you do drugs]: i'm not a druggy either
.x. [you smoke]: no
.x. [you like cleaning]: just myself
.x. [you like roller coasters]: hell yes
.x. [you write in cursive or print]: print, i dont remember cursive lol that was like 2nd grade.
.x. [you carry a donor card]: umm there is a orange sticker that says organ doner on my temps. is that a donor card?
.x. [you have a crush on somebody]: oh i wouldnt call this a crush
- H A V E . Y O U . E V E R -
.x. [pictured your crush naked?]: lol who hasnt?
.x. [actually seen your crush naked]: lol who hasnt? (just kidding this time)
.x. [been in love]: mmhm :)
.x. [cried when someone died]: yes
.x. [lied]: oh heck yea
.x. [fallen for your best friend]: he is my best friend
.x. [been rejected]: umm no, not really jected?how would u say that without the re? w/e. no i havent.
.x. [rejected someone]: yes, i dont do the two boyfriends at once.
.x. [used someone]: no
.x. [been cheated on]: no
.x. [done something you regret]: god yes
-N U M B E R-
.x. [of times i have had my heart broken]: big fat zero. i've been hurt, but its a happy ending for me so far.
.x. [of hearts i have broken]:big fat zero again. (i think)
.x. [of boys i have kissed]: the same one, over and over and over and over again.
.x. [of continents i have lived in]: 1
.x. [of drugs taken illegally]: 1, but i'm not sure it was illegal. prolly not a good idea though.
.x. [of close friends]: we have a decent sized "cling". it gets annoying though. i have like 2 or 3 super close friends.
.x. [of cd's that i own]: a couple. mayb like 30-40
.x. [of scars on my body]: oh man, i have like 548556489451594512498 scars.
.x. [of things in my past that i regret]: tons
General Questions --
1. Whom do you believe is the smartest man alive at the moment?: whoever invented tampons. hey it might even be a woman.
2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?: depends who i'm with and how boring they are.
3. Do you consider yourself lucky?: very lucky.
4. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide?: that all depends
5. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: crazybeautiful
-- Clothing/Hair --
1. Do you own any plaid clothing?: yes
2. Do you own Converse shoes?: yes
3. Do you own Saucony shoes?: prolly, what do they look like?
4. Do you own old school Nikes?: same as 3
5. Do you wear tight pants?: depends on the pants. some are some arent.
6. Is there more than one zipper in your pants?: no
7. Do you know what a squatter flap is?: no
8. Do you own a messenger bag?: cant say i do
9. Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest?: obviously not
10. Do you own braces?: did, but i traded them for pretty teeth.
11. Are braces worn anywhere besides the mouth?: no
12. Do you have short, shaggy hair?: no
13. Do you wear glasses?: sometimes, but they are perscription so i cant see anything. i bought them at Michaels for $1.99. thats a bargin if i've ever seen one.
14. Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon?: no
15. Do you think mohawks are "neat"?: yeah
16. Is your hair black or red?: blonde
17. Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye?: i'm not a barbi. i dont dye my hair.
18. Do you own a bandana?: yes
19. Do you wear plugs in your ears?: no
20. Are you amused by safety pins?: they are neat.
21. Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute?: yea
22. Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them?: no
23. Do you own one or more articles of clothing from Dogpile, Lip Service, or Tiger of London?: no, i dont think so. mayb
24. Do you enjoy leopard print?: sick of it.
-- Habits/Beliefs --
25. Are you disgruntled (having a general hate for everything)?: i am a hater. i'll admit it. but i am also the other way around. i have a general love for everything to. almost everything.
26. Are you an anarchist?: depends on what an anarchist is.
27. Does the American flag anger you?: no
28. Are you working class?: huh?
29. Do you dislike "preps"?: no
30. Do you dislike Hot Topic?: no, they have care bears. and lots of pink/black stuff.
31. Do you smoke cigarettes?: no
32. Do you smoke cloves?: no
33. Are you a thin waif?: huh? na, i got the love.
34. Are you vegan/vegetarian?: no
35. Do you think meat is murder?: no, not if its whats for dinner
36. Do your night time activites usually involve drunken underage vomiting?: no
37. Have you ever slept in an alley or park?: no
38. Do you wash your hair less than once a week?: eww never
39. Have you ever gone a week without a shower?: eww never
40. Have you ever been avoided due to your odor?: no, lets make this clear. i shower every morning. i dont stink.
41. Do you know who Jack Kerouac is?: no
42. Do you like Mr. Kerouac?: yes
43. Should Mumia Abu-jamal be freed from prison?: definitley not (who?)
44. Are you a member of the Makeout Club? : depends. whos in it?
45. Do you say "rad"?: not lately
46. Do you say "rockin'"?: only when i'm singing rockin robin.
47. Do you say punk "rawk"?: i'm not from texas.
48. Do you shout the word "oi"?: i'm not a pirate either.
49. Do you say "punk's not dead"?: punk is very alive.
50. Do you say "punk is dead"?: no
-- Music --
51. Do you like bands with "American"?: All American Rejects...hell yes
52. Do you like bands with "theory": no
53. Do you like bands with "the"?: actually, its The All American Rejects, lol so yea.
54. Do you ever precede your own name with "the" at the beginning?: nah
55. Do you like bands with the F word in their name or album title?:dont know any.
56. Do you think "Christian punk" is an oxymoron?: pretty much
57. Are Blink 182 fans "posers"?: i love blink 182.
58. Do you have frequent debates over what exactly constitutes a sellout?: no
59. Have you ever brought the headlining band food?: no
60. Do you have show flyers affixed to your walls?: yea
* . . . Y O U . . . *
1) pierce your nose or tongue?: no, not yet
2) be serious or be funny?: both
3) drink whole or skim milk?: skim
4) simple or complicated?: both
* . . . D O Y O U P R E F E R . . . *
5) flowers or angels?: neither
6) grey or gray?: gray
7) color or black-and-white photos?:both
8) lust or love?: love
9) sunrise or sunset?:sunset
10) M&Ms or Skittles?: skittles
11) rap or rock?: rock
12) staying up late or waking up early?: staying up late
15) eating apples or oranges?: both
* . . . A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y . . . *
16) Do you have a crush?: sure
17) Who is it?: sure
* . . . D O Y O U P R E F E R . . . *
18) being hot or cold?: comfortable
19) tall members of the opposite sex?:taller than me
20) sun or moon?: moon
21) emeralds or rubies?: i'm not Richard Kessler.
23) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend?: 10 acquaintances
24) sun or rain?: depends who i'm with
25) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: niller
26) boys or girls?: what are we doing?
27) green beans or carrots?: carrots raw, green beans cooked.
* . . . M I S C E L L A N E O U S . . . *
29) What is your biggest fear in the world?:dying
30) Kids or no kids?: kids
31) Cat or dog?: dog
32) Half empty or half full?: the glass is too big.
33) Mustard or ketchup?: ketchup
34) Hard cover books or soft cover books?: soft
35) Newspaper or magazine?: magazine
36) Sandals or sneakers?:sandals
37) Wonder or amazement?: amazement
38) Red car or white car?: red car
39) Happy and poor or sad and rich?: happy and rich
40) singing or dancing?: i am a multi tasker.
41) Hugging or kissing?: Multi tasking
42) Corduroy or plain?: plain
43) Happy or sad?: happy
44) Purple or green?: green
45) Blondes or brunettes?: dont care
* . . . A B O U T Y O U . . . *
What time is it?: 4:09
Full name?: Megan Rae Kotarek
Nicknames: Meggy, Megs, i got rid of the rest when i graduated from 5th grade.
Names and ages of siblings?: Jess-21 Brad-18
Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake?: 15
Date that you regularly blow them out?: March 15
Pets?: puppy, my sister has a bunny, and my brother has fish but they are disgustingly huge.
Height?: 5'8" er 9"
Hair color?: blonde
Piercing(s): 3
* . . . W H A T D O Y O U W A N T . . . *
Where do you want to live?: some small town where everybody knows everybody.
How many kids do you want?: too many
What kind of job do you want?: a paying one
Do you want to get married?: oh you better believe it.
* . . . W H I C H I S B E T T E R . . . *
2 doors or 4 (on a car): 2 if i'm driving, 4 if i have to sit in the back.
Coffee or ice cream?: ice cream
Shampoo or conditioner?: conditioner
Bridges or tunnels?: both
One pillow or two?: 6
* . . . W O R D A S S O C I A T I O N . . . *
(first thing that comes to mind)
Rock?: music
Green?: grass
crying?: sad
Peanut?: elephant
Roses?: abby
Summer?: burnt
Winter?: its cold in winter.
* . . . F A V O R I T E S . . . *
Salad dressing?: ranch, catalina, italian
Color of socks?: no socks
Food?: large quantities
Toothbrush?: the one i'm using
Alcoholic drink?: Malibu
Non-alcoholic?: water
Cartoon Character?: Johny Bravo
Fetishes: too many
- C U R R E N T S -
+ current mood : oh i'm chilling
+ current music : a bunch-o-stuff
+ current taste : the inside of my mouth
+ current hair : i got this kind of messy up bun thing going on.
+ current clothes : on my body.
+ current annoyance : people
+ current smell : air
+ current longing : food
+ current desktop picture : Marshmallows
+ current favorite artist : something punkish
+ current fingernail color: pink
+ current favorite article of clothing : languray (sp)
+ time you wake up in the morning : alarm goes off at 6, i roll out of bed at 6:30.
+ do you believe in an afterlife : no
+ favorite season :summer
: T H E F U T U R E :
+ age you hope to be married : a few years after college
+ where do you see yourself in five years : in college
+ describe your dream wedding : barefoot on the beach.
+ how do you want to die : dont like to think about that, but thanks for bringing it up!
+ what do you want to be when you grow up : i dont want to grow up.
+ what country would you most like to visit : some place warm with palm trees
: O P P O S I T E S E X :
+ best eye color : blue
+ best hair color : brown or blonde
+ short or long hair : short or shaggy
+ best height :taller than me
+ best weight : no rolls please
+ best articles of clothing : boxers
+ best first date location: the beach
+ best first kiss location : doesnt matter, it was prolly bad anyway.
+ what facial feature do you find the most attractive : everything
: O T H E R :
+ whens the last time you slept with a stuffed animal : i dont remember, i have some in my bed, but its big enough so i dont have to lay on top of them or anything.
+ how many rings until you answer the phone : depends on how fast i'm running.
+ whats on your mouse pad : dolphins
+ how many houses have you lived in :2
+ how many schools have you gone to : 4
+ what color is your bedroom carpet :white
+ if you were stranded on a desert island & you could only take one thing (not a person) with you, what would you take : dumb question
+ first grade teachers name : oh its on the tip of my tongue. Mrs. Miller?
+ last word you said : hi
+ last song you sang : tango shoes.