i woke up this morning, feeling happy, and excited. i got a reality check last night, and now i dont feel like its the end. i'm just starting at the beginning. well today i had my spanish final. thats 2 thumbs down. spanish sucks ass. i dont suggest going past spanish 2. then i had creative clothing. no final in there. then i came home and slept in the really comfy leather chair with a blanket. tonight i am going to buy my first pair of bibs. yes the overall pants things lol. they are cute. i just hope i can find some. have a good one!

i got a lot of sleep last night. when i woke up i was super duper hungry, but so hungry that everything i looked at made me feel sick and i couldnt eat anything. but my mom insisted on a piece of toast with pb. so i made it and was eating it, but it tasted like nothing and i couldnt eat it. my mouth didnt wanna chew. so while i'm standing here with this piece of toast with 2 bites out of it, i'm also crying. (hey i dont hold it back, if i feel like crying, bring on the flood. but dont get me wrong, lately i have reasons to cry.)  so i say to my mom, while crying, "mom this toast doesnt taste like anything, i cant eat it anymore." and she replys "why are you crying over a piece of toast." what a smart ass. lol so i kinda just went in the laundry room and sat on the washing machine. and cried more lol. i guess if u really think i'm crying over this toast then i'm pretty pathetic, but i wasnt. okay anyways, in first hour (espanol) i felt sick from those 2 bites i ate, and was like really weak. so we go to the computer lab to go on the internet to "study" for our final tomorrow. so we are in there and stacy is eating a nutty bar, and it looks good. so i go down to the vending machines and get another one for her, one for me and one for jenna. and shove them in my shirt and run back up, and make sure that glandt doesnt see them. so as we ate nutty bars, we listened to some of britney spears's new cd. until we got kicked off the computer bc it was too loud. so that was spanish class. then at lunch, there was this kid walking by our table, which is by the vents or soemthing, and he was one of those dudes with black huge baggy pants, with all the chains. so one of his chains gets stuck in the vent, and they are there for like 2 minutes pulling on it to get it out. so they finally do and he walked by and i felt bad, so i said "hey its cool, happens to me all the time." i think i made him feel better. but i think he realized i was kidding when everyone at the table laughed. people always ruin things like that with laughing. rar. okay so last but not least. art. so we have to make this magazine cover for our final, and she says your name has to be on it some how. so i say to doug, "my title will be megan" just kidding of course. and he says "boner?"  me- "Megan" doug- "boner?" me-"no doug, M-E-G-A-N" doug- "uhh okay, whatever your into." then we are sitting at the computers and i push a chair out of my way, and he pushes it back at me, then i push it back and he says "why are you such a whore?" and i say "i'm not a whore." and he says "not you, the chair." ok so i guess you have to know him, but it was funny. okay have a good one.

last night i went to bed at like 10, and just layed there shaking, until 2. then woke up at 5. hey atleast i had extra time to look cute. the crazy thing is, i wasnt tired all day, and i'm still not tired yet. woah. i guess less sleep makes you more energetic or something. in art doug and dan were snorting pez. i have had enough of people making that noise. i got enough from tony after he snorted a pixy stick lol. some people are dumb, they kno its gonna hurt i dont see why they do it. then i didnt have a ride home bc my brother had to stay after, so i rode with ashleigh ryan and frankie. as we are walking out of the school, frankie says to me "wow your boobs look huge." and i say "its called a push up bra frank." so he is saying stuff to me about then, and how he likes boobs, so i'm freaked out lol and tell ashleigh she should take back what she said about shotgun, and sit in the back with me. but no she wouldnt. so me and frankie and in the back, and he starts talking about how "they are so huge" and he wants to play with them. so i zipped up my jacket. frankie stay away from me! but i did stuff my pockets with the licorice ropes that were in a big pail in the back. yumm. me and dre(ma) are going to the guys last home swim meet tonight. against neenah. i'm trying to remember which of the neenah guys we gave ashleigh's cell # to. o well. have a good one.